PROTECTION

Hellu
It's me again (who else?)

These past few week have been hectic, i've been dealing with some major conflicting emotions. I thought i was kinda lost, silently screaming, untill i met a friend of mine who told me this:

"God, Pi! You look like some truck ran over your face!
I know you must be having some problems coz i can see it in the way you're acting, but remember, don't let those emotions drag you down. You have to pull yourself up, no one is going to do that for you, coz you know everybody's always looking after their bellybutton to care for yours...

"I know it's easy for me to say this, since i'm not the one that was hit and i'm not the one whose head is running like a goat with mad cow's disease, but you know, i've been through that before, i know what is like to feel the weight of the world in my shoulders ...

"... You know, sometimes we get close to other people in search of something we lack, that other person might seem to have exactly what you need, so you are drawn to him. But that doesn't mean he is the right person for you.

"When we fell like we love somebody, we lay down our guard, we let others see all our frailty, but that what you feel isn't love! Love doesn't manifests itself that way, Love doesn't come with sparks, that's PASSION!

Love is something you build with the other person, it's something you need and the other gives, expecting nothing except for you to give something he needs too.


"Now you have to search for what you need, ask yourself: WHAT DO I NEED??
And find if that other person can give it to you, or if he's interested in offering you what you need ...

"And then after you find the answer to that question, ask yourself: WHAT DOES THE OTHER NEED?
Can you answer that?
..."

NO! I do not know what the other needs ...