~Espírito~

O fogo queima e corrompe a carne,
Este fogo que em mim arde.

Quisera o céu que o sol queimasse
Este invólucro de homem
Para que o espírito se libertasse;

Livre das correntes que prendem o corpo
E das grades que atormentam a mente,
O espírito voa livre, espalhando sua semente.

Tortured Soul

Tortured Soul

Esta foi a minha primeira tentativa de fazer uma montagem, não está má, poderia estar pior. O que safa isto tudo é o modelo, o modelo é LINDU, MARAVILHOSO, EXTRAORDINÁRIO, só para dizer em poucas palavras o que ele é!

Como este foi a minha primeira fotomontagem eu não tive tempo para escrever nada, para as próximas eu tentarei escrever algo de profundo, ou não...

Tentação

Não resisti à tentação e voltei a sonhar contigo,
Voltei a desejar ter-te aqui nos meus braços,
Beijar teus lábios, arranhar tuas costas,
Fazer-te gritar, gemer de dor, de prazer,
De pura luxúria. Tanto que é o meu desejo.

Não resisti à tentação e acordei suado,
Todo encharcado pelos sonhos húmidos
Que ousaste fazer-me ter.

Não sei porque o fizeste, não sei porqeu deixei,
Tudo o que sei foi que acordei molhado,
Enchacado por te beber,
Sedento por um trago dos teus lábios...

me

Sou...

Sou Rei de um reino sem sol,
Nesta terra de brumas
Sou o senhor das nuvens
Que cobrem o céu,
Poluem o ar.

Sou Deus de um mar de rochas,
Pedragulhos que como rosas
Florescem no meu quintal.

Sou dono da incógnita certeza
Que nasce ao amanhecer:
O sol não brilhará!

Sou o fruto que nasceu podre
Da árvore mais viçosa.

Sou a lenha que não arde,
Que não queima, não se inflama,
Não dá calor.

Sou nulidade, sou o nada,
Sou aquele que se assemelha
Mas não é... mas não sou!

Sou o Rei de um reino de trevas,
Sou saudade, sou amor...

:::tease me kiss me kill me:::

Hello dear readers (that meaning me, myself and i) welcome to a another perfect day in HELL (that meaning another day in my fab life)

Today i woke up at 6 am took my morning bath, washed my teeth, stroke my willie (never leave home without it lolol) took the 7.14 train (i was kinda late), showed up at work at 8.15 (well i wasn't TOO late), been kinda working 'till now and now i', writting about what i'm going to do next...

er...

...hum

... GODDAMN! I GOTS NUTIN' T'DO!

Guess i'll just go home and have a nice nap, coz with my sore throat its the best thing i can do for me, although i'm in the mood to see a movie, i want to see 'Constantine' or 'RomaSanta' or 'Charlie And The Chocolate Factory' ...

With nothing left to say i'll take my leave >> CHUAC <<

;)

Icon & The Black Roses : Who Do You Hurt Now

Don’t you ever go outside afraid of what is waiting

He said: “the world is so cruel sweet baby

and I’m the one you can call for help”

But you know that’s not the answer

‘Cause you’re lost and so afraid

Right now you feel the anger coming,

And who will you blame?



Who do you hurt now?

You are always bleeding



Don’t you ever wonder why

the streets look dark and dangerous

And your room is getting smaller everyday baby,

Inch by inch its your daily torture

You don’t seem to be able to live by yourself



From pervert eyes amazing sights

Wipe your tears and light a smile

You are ready

To come outside and breathe some life

Feel some flesh some skin knife

You are ready

And stop hiding, now you know how to deal with this

You are ready

And stop crying, these are the last tears you wept

And now the run on another face



(Who do you hurt now)

You're always bleeding...



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For bleeders, rockers and sinners!

I Can't Take My Eyes Off You

... So the day before yesterday i went to the movies with some friends, we had a nice dinner, a nice chat and then we went to see "Closer". I really enjoyed the movie, it's my kind of movie, with lots of desperate people and lots of insightful lines and loads awkward situations (i won't describe the movie, if you want the resume you can find it on the web, i don't like to resume anything :Þ).

I recalled many things while watching the flick, specially when the "revenge fuck" was mentioned, not that i had revenge sex in the way they had, but i had revange sex (and then some more...), but what's after it? What's after revange sex? Exactly what's in the movie ... nothing! Your feelings remain the same though you feel "relieved"...

Another scene that made me fell like the movie was like a rearview mirror of my life was when the Doc said to Dan: She's only with you because she believes she doesn't deserve to be happy. (well maybe these weren't his exact words but i can't recall every word by seeing the movie just once)
This phrase made me go to the "astral plane" and (in a split second) i asked myself if i brake all my relationships coz i think i don't deserve to be happy ... well if i had to ask that question then the answer is non other than.

But the ULTIMATE point was the ending, when Jane (hint hint) was walking down the street (just like in the beginning) and everybody was looking at her as she walked the walk, while Mr Damien Rice sang "i can't take my eyes off you"...

Actually the song made me cry, it still does. I LOVE this song, i love it so much that i'm going to transcribe it. (for all you critics: yes it reminds 'Fake Plastic Trees' from RadioHead, and yes, i love that song as well!)

Damien Rice - The Blowers Daughter

And so it is

Just like you said it would be

Life goes easy on me

Most of the time

And so it is

The shorter story

No love, no glory

No hero in her sky



I can't take my eyes off you

I can't take my eyes off you

I can't take my eyes off you

I can't take my eyes off you

I can't take my eyes off you

I can't take my eyes...



And so it is

Just like you said it should be

We'll both forget the breeze

Most of the time

And so it is

The colder water

The blower's daughter

The pupil in denial



I can't take my eyes off you

I can't take my eyes off you

I can't take my eyes off you

I can't take my eyes off you

I can't take my eyes off you

I can't take my eyes...



Did I say that I loathe you?

Did I say that I want to

Leave it all behind?



I can't take my mind off you

I can't take my mind off you

I can't take my mind off you

I can't take my mind off you

I can't take my mind off you

I can't take my mind...

My mind...my mind...

'Til I find somebody new

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Go watch the movie if you are into desperate things!
It's not as intense as "The Hours" and not as sad as "My Life Without Me" (in this one no one dies in the sense of dying-dead-gone)

faz sentido

Puxa, pula, corre, tira e põe, salta, rebola, dá uma cambalhota, enfia a linha na agulha à primeira, faz ponto cruz, borda os rebordo, atira-te da borda, mergulha no mar, nada com os peixes, come os peixinhos, cozidos, fritos, assados no carvão, assados na brasa, tu és uma brasa, tu queimas, au ui ai que dor tão boa...