Thursday, December 30, 2004

hum ...

SING A HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY SONG, SING A HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY SONG, SING A HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY SONG, SING A HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY SONG, SING A HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY SONG, SING A HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY SONG, SING A HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY SONG, SING A HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY SONG

Alors en Français:

CHANTE UNE HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX CHANSON, CHANTE UNE HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX CHANSON, CHANTE UNE HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX CHANSON, CHANTE UNE HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX CHANSON, CHANTE UNE HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX CHANSON, CHANTE UNE HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX CHANSON, CHANTE UNE HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX HEUREUX CHANSON

Agora em Português:

CANTA UMA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA FELIZ, CANTA UMA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA FELIZ, CANTA UMA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA FELIZ, CANTA UMA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA FELIZ, CANTA UMA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA FELIZ, CANTA UMA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA FELIZ, CANTA UMA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA FELIZ, CANTA UMA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA MUSICA FELIZ

CHINÊS:

LING-A-LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING-LONG, LING-A-LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING-LONG, LING-A-LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING-LONG, LING-A-LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING-LONG, LING-A-LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING-LONG, LING-A-LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING LING-LONG

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Não, não estou doido...

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Vai

Vai...
Eu deixo-te partir,
Deixo-te ir,
Não te prendo mais.

Vai, sai,
Enquanto o abraço se desprende,
Enquanto o nó se desfaz,
Vai e não olhes para trás.

Não olhes para trás e corre,
Corre para onde não te veja,
Para onde não me vejas,
Corre até que não mais força tenhas.

Vai,
Por favor sai depressa,
Não sei quanto mais aguento
Esta vontade de te agarrar,
De te prender junto a mim...

Monday, December 27, 2004

New Year's resolutions

Hallo

Here I was in front of the computer wondering what to do, when it suddenly hits me: I still have to make my new year's resolutions - so here they are

  1. I will be a good son
  2. I will be a good uncle
  3. I will be a good brother
  4. I will be a good friend
  5. I will be a good boy
  6. I will be GOOD
Don't make fun of my resolutions for I will try my best to make them come true ... well perhaps not the part when i will be good .... :-Þ

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

What the stars say about me

How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others

You are always questioning and learning, and you seem young and alive no matter what your chronological age, for your mind is always alert, curious, flexible and open to new experiences. You have a childlike enthusiasm for anything new and you learn easily, but you also get bored rather quickly. You can be something of a scatterbrain, for you tend to have so many ideas and irons in the fire that it is hard to keep track of them all. You need and crave variety, change, mental stimulation, and an active social life.

The Inner You: Your Real Motivation

At heart you are modest and humble, and you rarely strive to be in the limelight or in a position of power. You have a sharp analytical mind, a keen eye for detail, and you prefer to observe, dissect, and study life from a distance. Conscientious and conservative, you can be relied upon to be careful, efficient, and thorough in your work and you take pride in doing a job well. What you may lack in self-confidence you often make up for in skill - developing expertise, technical knowledge, and competency in some specialized area. You are adept at using your hands to create or fix things, and meticulous attention to detail and careful craftsmanship are your forte. Some would say you are a little TOO meticulous, for you can be extremely critical and petty if everything is not done exactly as you think it should be, and you worry about things that other people consider trivial and unimportant. You can be mercilessly self-critical as well. Whether in your environment or in yourself, you tend to focus on the flaws, with a desire to improve, refine, and perfect. You are strictly factual, truthful, and scrupulously honest in your self-estimation, and you often do not give yourself enough praise or credit.

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you tell me if this is the person you know

Monday, December 20, 2004

The Ego Trip Continues

It's nice to know that i haven't lost my "touch" (though i haven't touched anybody... wellllllll maybe just slightly)

This just makes me feel like talking suomi, though the only words i know are "moi", "vittu" and "kittos" ... but i think that would probably do the deed (i don't need any more LOLOL)

And this evening i just feel like singing, so i want u all 2 sing with me:

David Guetta - Love, Don't Let Me Go

You've got me dancin' and cryin'

Rollin' and flyin'
Love don't let me go

You got me drownin' in a river
All burned and fever
Love don't let me go
Don't let me gooooooooo........

You've got me dancin'

You've got me dancin' and cryin'
Rollin' and flyin'
Love don't let me go

You got me drownin' in a river
All burned and fever
Love don't let me go

You've got me dancin' and cryin'
Rollin' and flyin'
Love don't let me go

You got me drownin' in a river
All burned and fever
Love don't let me go
Don't let me go

Don't let me go
Don't let me gooooooooo
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Love don't let me go
(Don't let me go)
Don't let me goooooooo......
(Don't let me go)

Got me drownin' in a river
I was caught runnin fever he he

He he he
Dancin' and cryin'
Dancin' and cryin'
Dancin' and cryin'
Heeee

(You got me)
Dancin' and cryin'
Dancin' and cryin'
Dancin' and cryin'
Heeee

You've got me dancin' and cryin'
Rollin' and flyin'
Love don't let me go

You got me drownin' in a river
All burned and fever
Love don't let me go
Don't let me gooooooo..........
You've got me dancin' and cryin'
Rollin' and flyin'
Love don't let me go

You got me drownin' in a river
All burned and fever
Love don't let me go
Don't let me go

(Dancin' and cryin')
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me gooooooo.....
Don't let me go
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Ok it's not the best lyrics in the world, but it's suitable for the way i'm feeling...

Sunday, December 19, 2004

Ain't thinkin'bout monday or tuesday coz 2nite is saturday night

EGO BOOST!
That's all i gotta say!

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Friday Bloody Friday

Well Friday was boring, souring and flah! I went, in the end of the afternoon, to brunch with my friends who were planning their weekend outta this god forsaken town (jealous me?? NOOOOO). In the evening i went to the movies ... 'what movie did i see?' you might ask and my answer is: NONE! We just looked at the "menu" and i didn't want to see any of the movies, in fact, i didn't want to see any movie i just craved for the company and i couldn't wish for a better, i really felt like there's someone who really cares for me, for what i am and its willing to give up his yearning to see a movie just to hear me saying bad jokes about the weather (it seems stoopid but i needed that).

Friday, December 17, 2004

Persephone - Our Dream

Our Dream

The gracious shine of the moon
It gently caresses my hand
It`s cold and strange, yet peaceful
Its shimmer fills the land
The only lights now shining
Are our hearts from within

This kingdom welcomes me
For it is our place to be
Hear the silence, calm and rest
It`s our realm of love and death

Our dreams, they colour my night
Feeling your purity inside
You truly hold my heart
I hope we`ll never be apart
Your love, the best I`d ever known
I`ll keep it inside, for my own

Did it always had to be?
What we`ll never comprehend
How life treated you and me
We will never understand


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I wish i was with you now, i miss you so much...


In Silence

In silence we stand

In silence we fall

In silence we shed our tears

In silence we break our vows

In silence you depart

In silence i watch you leave

In silence you desappear

In silence i stand

And fall again.

Thursday, December 16, 2004

Pequeno e Insignificante

Pequeno, sinto-me pequeno, tão insignificante quanto uma formiga, eu sou uma formiga, sou a formiga que pisas sem dares conta, que matas sem dares conta...

Insignificante insecto que anda de um lado para o outro, desnorteado como se das antenas tivesse sido amputado.

Vou para o meu canto, para o meu triste canto, vazio, desolado, despido de alegria... Triste mas meu... não é quentinho ou acolhedor mas é meu, é tudo o que eu conheço, o meu canto despido de alegria, monótono, onde o único som que se ouve é o abafado choro desconsolado de uma formiga insignificante e amputada.

Mata-me, mata-me de uma vez, qual é o prazer de me retirar a vida aos poucos?

Pequeno, sinto-me tão pequeno neste mundo tão vasto, isolado, escondido num canto, jogado a um canto, largado num canto... no meu canto.

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

De Repente O Silêncio



De repente o silêncio...
Calaram-se as vozes atrozes
E as lágrimas de chover,
Cessou o fogo da vela ardente,
Apagou-se,
Tal como a força do meu coração batente.

E de repente o silêncio...
Nem o som de um pensamento,
Nem o zumbir de uma mosca ou vento,
Calou-se tudo...
E de repente o silêncio...

Posted by Hello

Nothing Special

It really is nothing special, how many times have i tore my heart out? How many more will i tore again?

I should be used to it by now, but instead it hits me harder than the last...

But it's nothing special, nothing i cannot mend.

Posted by Hello

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Sofrer

Como custa amar quem não nos quer,
Como custa querer e não poder,
Como custa chorar em silêncio, sofrer,
Como custa perder a vontade de viver...

Como doi ouvir a tua voz sem poder dizer
Tudo o qeu sinto, como doi sofrer.

É difícil combater a vontade do coração,
É difícil voar e voltar a cair ao chão,
É difícil aceitar que não pode ser,
Que não te posso ter...
Eu não te posso ter...

Perdi-me

Perdi-me no teu olhar,
No brilhar do teu olhar, perdi-me...

Queimei-me no fogo ardente da tua chama
E agora todo meu corpo se inflama
No fogo ardente do teu olhar.

Estou a queimar....
Estou a arder....

E ardo e queimo com prazer,
O teu olhar queima e eu a arder
No fogo farto do teu corpo,
Do teu abraço.

Um beijo

Por um isntante o sol brilhou,
Brilhou mais claro e mais quente que antes,
Brilhou mais forte que os outros corpos cinmtilantes,
Brilhou, por instantes brilhou...

Por momentos a Terra tremeu
Fazendo jorrar o seu próprio sangue,
Quente magma, escaldante
O sangue da terra jorrando, incessante.

Um beijo de amantes fez o tempo parar,
Fez o constante movimento do Universo cessar.

Um beijo,
A expressão da força do amor,
Une dois corpos numa só alma,
Irrompe tempestades em noites calmas,
Faz o tempo parar, faz a Terra sangrar, faz-me voar.

A Noite Vem

A noite vem
Qaundo te vais de ao pé de mim,
Sinto a tristeza no ar,
A solidão parece não ter fim,
Parece não acabar.

Os ventos não mudam o seu canto,
Não aliviam o meu pranto...

Há tantas coisas que eu queria mudar
Se pudesse contornar o tempo...
Quem me dera voltar
Para os teus braços, para sempre,
Para ter-te nos meus braços, para sempre.

Monday, December 13, 2004

My Perfect World

In my perfect world there is no violence, there is no greed, no fear. The streets are paved with the greenest grass so I can walk barefoot, the air is fresh and clean, butterflies fly around i pass by...

In my world there is no hate, there no loath, all is full of love.

In my world i walk around free, barely touching the ground...

The wind sings, in my perfect world, sweet melodies that enchant me and make me sing along with it. i become one with the wind, one with my world.

My perfect world is perfect!

I gotta take the next train outta here!!!!


Quero ser para ti o que és para mim

Quero sentir o teu calor,
Sentir o teu cheiro,
O odor do teu amor.

Quero perder-me em ti,
Fazer o que nunca fiz,
Perder-me no teu corpo
E morrer feliz...

Quero viver em ti,
Ser as tuas mãos, a tua boca,
Ser o ar que respiras,
O beijo que te sufoca,
Quero ser o que és para mim.

Quero ser o teu sol,
O teu céu, o teu raio de luz,
Ser o sonho que te guia
E a estrada que te conduz.

Quero ser a tua vida, a tua sorte,
Quero ser para ti o que és para mim,
Amar-te-ei até à morte.

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Without You

I've tried to reach your heart
But you hid it behind closed doors,
Your silence seems so cold
And it's piercing through my soul.
I've given up on your love,
It's time to move on...

Without you,
But the pain seems never to end...

I tried so hard to let you go
But this open wound
Pains me so...
My darling, it breaks my heart...

Even the tears taste like mud,
Sweet-sour glimpse of our lives,
Heart-cuffs and sips of bliss,
Promises broken via kiss.
You've sealed me with unspoken
Words i treasure within...

Though i still try so hard to let you go
This open wound still bleeds on,
My darling, it bleeds for you,
It kills for you,
It breaks my heart...

Saturday, December 11, 2004

Suddenly

Suddenly i am the prince of all you see, my eyes reflect the sun shining on you.

Suddenly i am the face with a smile, the one you run to, the one you rely.

Suddenly i am the rain falling from the skies, cleaning your soul as you take me inside.

Suddenly i'm the man on the mountain top... falling from the mountain top.

Suddenly i am the beggar at the corner, the one you try so hard not to see. Wrapped around in a thin dirty blanket, as filthy as my face, as stinky as my soul.

Suddenly i am the man parking your car, you give me a coin only because you fear i might scratch the paint of it, you don't look me in the eye, you loath me.

Suddenly i am nothing.

Thursday, December 09, 2004

Docemente

Nunca imaginei que pudesse ser assim,
Que pudesse ser bom,
Que me desse e me entregasse de olhos fechados
Num salto de fé.

Nunca esperei que fosse doce e amargo,
Tão leve e pesado,
Que me fizesse esperar pela instantaneidade,
Que me levasse e trouxesse de volta
Para a realidade,
Do céu para o chão...

Foi tão bom e já se acabou...

Mas nunca se acaba,
Renova-se a cada dia, a cada hora que passa.
Todos os meus segundos são teus.

Fecho os olhos e deixo-me levar
Pelo som da tua voz, pelos augúreos do teu cantar,
Pelas promessas que não ousas proferir,
Mas que fazes e que cumpres
Com um simples gesto, um toque, um olhar.

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Okidoki, este post deveria estar aqui, mas infelizmente o proprietário do blog em questão está de férias e pediu-me para bloggar por ele. Ora como para mim é muito difícil pensar pela cabeça dos outros (eu nem pela minha penso, a ervilhita n chega para tudo) postei uma coisa que eu acho que ele vai gostar... se não gostar quando vier de férias diz-me e eu apago o post ^.^ (será o segundo post ke eu apago ... eheheh)

I Wish I Had An Angel

NO, this is not the Nightwish song!

This is a poem written by my friend Skeet, who is actually lazier than i am and i'm conving him to "build" his own BLOG (heck, if i can do it anyone can!!!)

Here it comes:

I wish i had an angel
To sooth the pain inside,
To warm me with his wings
And drink the tears i cry.

An angel made of flesh
And bone and blood,
To hold me close to his beating heart,
Close ... close ...
Closer so i can tear it from his chest
And slit it apart.

So i can rip his quills
And hear him cry out
While i break his wings
And spit on his eyes.
To kick his perfect little angel face
Into ball of yarn.

To kiss his lips and byte his tongue
And vomit inside his asexuated androgyny
All the beauty i've stored within.

To make me happy when i'm sad,
To be be the love i never had,
To sing me sweet, sweet lullabyes,
I wish i had an angel tonight!

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Thank you Skeet!!!

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Tu és (para o Jorge)

Tu és
A chama que me alumía,
O sol num dia cinzento,
A estrela que me guia,
A palavra no silêncio

Tu és
A chuva em que me banho,
A lua que irradia
Sobre minha face, o doce encanto
De ser tão doce como tu um dia.

Tu és
O vento que me beija,
Que suavemente me acaricia,
Que me conforta e que desejo
Todo o dia, todos os dias.

Tu, para mim, és assim,
Único no universo.

Parabéns babe :-Þ

Monday, December 06, 2004

Travis - Re-Offender

RE-OFFENDER

Keeping up appearances
Keeping up with the Jones'
Fooling my selfish heart
Going through the motions

But I'm fooling myself
I'm fooling myself
Cause you say you love me
And then you do it again, you do it again
You say your sorry's
And then you do it again, you do it again

Everybody thinks you're well
Everybody thinks I'm ill
Watching me fall apart
Falling under your spell

But you're fooling yourself
You're fooling yourself
Cause you say you love me
And then you do it again, you do it again
You say your sorry's
And then you do it again, you do it again
And again and again and again and again

But you're fooling yourself
You're fooling yourself
Cause you say you love me
And then you do it again, you do it again
You say your sorry's
And then you do it again, you do it again
You say you love me
And then you do it again, you do it again
You say your sorry's
And then you do it again, you do it again
And again and again and again and again


::: this is one of the few songs i like of "Travis", this song is perfect :.-Þ (yes i'm an alien, me gots 3 eyes and i cum in piss) --- (oh horrible thoughts!!!)

Sunday, December 05, 2004

Mãe

Tu foste o sol que me deu o luar,
Foste tu quem o sal ofereceu ao mar,
Foste as nuvens que fizeram chover
Sobre os secos campos, para a erva crescer.

Fizeste o chão para eu caminhar,
Fizeste o ar para poder respirar,
Em tuas mãos aprendi a crescer,
Moldaste-me me homem, do mundo um ser.

Agora grito com a voz que me deste:
"Sou quem sou, sou quem me fizeste,
E, tudo o que tenho tu me ofereceste!"

Tudo o que tenho a ti te dou,
Minha alma, minha voz, tudo o que sou,
A ti te dou, a ti te dou...

Saturday, December 04, 2004

Eu Desespero (parte 1)

Eu desespero...
Desespero e não mais aguento,
Por momentos não sei porqeu espero
E espero por mais um momento.

Eu desespero...
E deixo que a raiva cegue a calma,
Deixo que o negro invada a alma,
Deixo...
Deixo, e, sem querer desespero...

Friday, December 03, 2004

Sem Titulo

Amei-te e amo-te desesperadamente,
Todos os meus pensamentos são teus.

Entreguei-me e entrego-me deliberadamente,
Sempre, para sempre, será sempre teu
O cerrar intempestuoso dos meus olhos,
O reabrir, novamente e outra vez,
E, encontrar-te à minha frente,
Em frente a mim...

He doesn't live here anymore

I don't know what's happening to me today, i just don't care about anything...

I didn't wake up singing like i usually do, i didn't care that lunch was something i didn't like, i didn't care when i waited for about half an hour to get some service at the cafe and that when finally i was serviced my coffee-cup had lipstick... i didn't care...

I didn't care when i was almost hit by a car while crossing the road or the names the driver called me, i didn't care...

I didn't care when i came back home and my father nagged me about some shopping we have to make, i just passed him my credit card and said: buy what you need!

I didn't care when my nose started to bleed (once again)...

I didn't care when the lady in the medical center said that my doctor was on a convention and will only come back next week and that there were no more doctors available to see me.

I didn't care when my friends called me to go out ... i just stayed home!

I didn't care about having dinner out on some eat-all-you-can-for-€20 restaurant with the rest of the family, i just stayed home.

I didn't care that my colleegue came 2 hours late for work and i was alone. And that when he finally came he did nothing but to silk himself on a chair and sleep.

I don'care about what i'm writting, i don't even know why i'm writting this ... i just don't care!

I feel like i'm falling apart...

I don't live here anymore!

Thursday, December 02, 2004

Fumo

Acender um cigarro e esfumaçar a solidão,
Acender um cigarro e não estar só na multidão.
Dialogar com o fumo, que insiste em se transformar
Em formas estranhas que nem sempre consigo decifrar.

Acender um cigarro e deixar-me levar,
Tal como o fumo, deixar-me dissipar...
Desaparecer...
Para longe, para não mais voltar.

Ser o fumo, etéreo e mutável,
Livre de emoções...
Ser mais alto que o ar
E desaparecer...

FLAH!

O flah! é tudo e nada ao mesmo tempo.

O flah! é tudo, tudo é o flah!

O nada também é o flah!

O flah! é o nada mais peludo e farfalhudo!

O flah! são as palavras que não se dizem.

O flah! é o flah! e o flah! é bom!

O flah! é mau!

Flah! flahflahflahflahflahflah...

Flah?

Flah!

humm cheguei à conclusão que eu sou o flah!

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

Déjeme

Déjeme, no te quiero más,
No quiero sentir tu respiro
En mis labios otravez...

Déjeme, déjeme solo
Que no más te quiero escuchar
O tus besos en mi cuello...

Déjame, déjame ya
Que tiengo ganas de gritar,

Déjame, no me béses...

...Bésame más...


I want to apologize for my spanish... i never learned it so this is the best i can do...

I'm open for corrections!!!

To Mary

I wish i was your angel
To guide you through the night,
Protect you while you sleep,
To kiss your pain goodbye.

I wish i was your angel
To be your shinning light,
Protect you from the screams
You shunt before your mouth.

I wish i was your angel
To hold you with my wings
And keep you from the fright,

To be the one who heals
You from the hurt you keep inside,

I wish i was your angel
To drink the tears you spill
And light you with a smile.
happy birthday babe (ok your vbirthday was yesterday ... but i was with you so i couldn't post this!!)